July 2006

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Art as transaction

“Artistic expression is the slowest form of suicide. The painter facing a blank canvas, the poet facing a blank page or the sculptor facing a mass of formless clay must understand that they are facing their executioner. And so understanding, are yet so compelled to deal another in a lifetime of self-deadly blows by their own brush, pen or hand.”

“Art is therefore a transaction. If you get something out of art as the observer or appreciator or audience… it’s because something was put in. A transaction has taken place. Something went from the artist into the art and from the art into you. The equation must balance. What the currency in this transaction is exactly could be a matter of debate. You as an observer are enriched… but the artist is diminished. Some part of himself or herself, some piece of who he or she is, has been emptied or poured out or transfered into the art. Permanently. Surrendering it into it’s own reality. Sacrificing it to the global human experience. The umbilical cord cut.”

“As an artist then… what are you transferring? What part of you are you pouring out into your art that it may pass to others? What is this currency and how crucial is it’s flow? And do you begin to glimpse the potential that lies in the church recapturing the essence of it’s life and worship through artistic expression? Do you begin to glimpse the potential of the artist-follower to embrace the call to this slow suicide that they may sow their self into human history… a visual voice and audible picture… of a love, a life, a hope and a wholeness emanating from He who is completely Other… and thus come to their end empty of self, divested of all internal endowment and personal essence, utterly spent.”

What do you think?

nooc

another wallpaper

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Mashed the wallpaper from the Ultraviolet movie (to get the Shanghai skyline and her way-cool square sword) with my own mediocre elements as well as the chinese characters for faith, hope and love.  Original is 1280×800.

nooc

pressure

“If you don’t learn how to deal with pressure you will never live the life you were created to live.”  ~Erwin McManus

If I may be candid for a moment… coping well with pressure seems to be my greatest struggle and weakness in ministry and life in general.  The colleagues in ministry I bump into that in their pressure-filled roles speak escapist language and dream escapist dreams… in them I see a reflection of my own tendencies to escape, run, hide and live a lesser life. 

 

tension

Then there are those in my life who have been utterly damaged by pressure.  The casualties.  Resigned to being “done” after having tried and failed to survive pressure.  Now even just the slightest pressure is crushing to them… beyond their capacity to cope.  In them I fear how I may end up. 

How do you cope with the pressure of job, ministry, finances, life in general?  Do you tend towards escapism?  Or do you thrive?

nooc

wallpaper for my soul

no one of consequence

I know I just griped to Mel about how busy I was. But now that the world cup is over I needed something new, nay… something FRESH… for the background on my laptop. Decided to waste a lunch hour doing my own pseudo-graffiti-art-style piece. The original is 1280×800 to fit my screen. That was an important thing to do right? It’s important to create an environment for yourself that fosters creativity and thereby enhances (in the [very] long run) productivity. Right?

nooc

My Kathryn

My Kathryn

Had to share a bit about my oldest daughter Kathryn. She’s 7. I’ve just been fascinated lately with what’s going on in that pretty head of hers.

Kathryn sometimes leaves me completely unsure of how to respond…

a couple of weeks ago Kathryn looked me straight in the eye and said “It’s my fault and I’m OK with that.”

I remember being very proud of her but thinking I probably shouldn’t be. At any rate I was stumped.

Kathryn is very logical…

Can't argue with that!

Kathryn has a heart of worship…

A week ago we came back from church and she declared she wanted to write a song and disappeared upstairs for quite a while. This is what she wrote:

Walking in the desert with my Looord
I bileve that your real in my life and vison
Witout your kindness I would’nt be alive
So thank you thank you for making the earth
without nature the earth would be dead
So we just say thank you! Thank you!
Thank you my looord! Lord! My Lord!

I love that kid. I tell her often.

nooc

Finally updated my Urban Missionary blog.  Posted reflections on the last 6 months of ministry, and a look ahead to the next year of ministry for Sherry and I.  Check it out if you got a minute.

cheers,
nooc

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